one of the leaders of my church was quoted as having said,“Adversity teaches us things we cannot learn otherwise. Adversity helps to develop a depth of character that comes in no other way.” I'm tired of character development! He has also been quoted as having said,“It is your reaction to adversity, not the adversity itself, that determines how your life’s story will develop.” Tonight my life's story is a sad one. It's frustrating when I can't even sit in a chair long enough to type this without having to bend and contort my body to relieve the pain. Can't walk 600 steps around the block. Can't stand to do dishes, bend to clean bathrooms, the list goes on and on. Tonight I give up the fight. Tomorrow I will start again, try and have renewed fight. Tomorrow I will make waves and I'll be alright. As for tonight I've had it. I am indeed choosing to develop this story by putting myself to bed. I hope your tomorrow is sunny and bright. I pray for us all that the pain and gray skies of life might quickly give way to lots of SUN. Bright clear skies and a wonderful warm sun.